Alchohol, and it's psychotic affects?????

[IrOnLaW]

Disregard this post, I was hammered writing it....

[Hiiiiiiii]

I feel good when I drink. You might want to get some pro help.

[IrOnLaW]

I have help, I feel great as well when I drink....
When I say psychotic, thoughts, it's not about murdering people or raping and pillaging, it's about doing one's innest desires with no consequences..... Saying what you've always wanted to say to that one girl u've always like.... things of that nature.... But I sit here, at home, playing poker for a living, and monetarily it is very gratifying, but socially, it gives me nothing.... That's why now, I'm seeking out a part time job.... Maybe a tanning booth or soething like that, haahah......

[PoliticalRefugee]

but surely thats what drinking is like. If it's YOUR innermost desire then it's nothing to do with drink. Just restrictions you've socially put on yourself. There are a few girls I really like but I'm too shy to say it a lot of the time. Some people I know would go tell them in a heartbeat to get it over with. It's not psychotic at all.

From reading a few of your threads I think religion is having a bad affect on you and you could easily be one of those religious nutcases that claims Jesus wants you to slaughter a load of people

[Schweitzer]

Doesn't sound that psychotic to me. When I drink I can sometimes get schizophrenic. I once thought I was the president of the United States and people were trying to kill me from just alcohol.
If you are having any kind of psychotic thoughts then you need to stop drinking all together, the problem will just get worse.

[SmokeyRidesAgain]

I enjoy playing a lot more when stoned, and play better generally. I'm also way more likely to [censored] it all up and go on a chilled tilt session which I feel is more dangerous than angry spewing tilt. If I bake out for a week of play by the end I don't even know if I'm on tilt or not. For the most part I do pretty well but when I have to make a "new" decision on something I haven't encountered before it's a coinflip whether I think through it right/think at all.