show me the numbers!!!!

[bingobongo]

yes, please,
i've seen a lot of posts showing the average distribution of pf hands. but what about WHAT HAPPENS NEXT?. can somebody show me how pf all ins stand up on the river? do they win as much as they should? how about hands on the turn and river suckouts? i read so many posts of people complaining about variance/coolers/donks/suckouts... but in the end it should all even out. i know it doesn't for me, but does it for you? please share database info and analysis, because if you show me it's all normal i'll be back and i'll accept that i'm a fish. until then i will believe something is happening. i know odds, i know statistics, and something does not add up