50K hands and slightly winner @ 100NL

[dardo]

Last 50K hands have been slightly in the green. Aprox. +1 PTBB.

Last month has been like a roller coaster. I.m always going up and down several buyins without a clear upswing direction.

Really don.t know what to do. I.m not sure if I keep playing is just going to be a waste of time.

Worst is I have this thoughts everytime I have a losing session. It.s like I.ve never felt I was a truly winning player, or that variance in poker is way bigger than I expected.

The money comes, but it can take weeks sometimes of hard work not winning a dime. Also, when you are in a losing streak is very easy to lose the nerves and start spewing (specially at NL).

Any thoughts?

dardo.

[Kilillan]

start drinking

variance

[bdams19]

move up

[EvanJC]

op does your graph look anything like this?
december:



pm if you're interested in some kind of suicide pact

[Oxy]

dear god

what kind of nittage is this?

[EvanJC]

21/16 baby i run v. hot

[dardo]

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pm if you're interested in some kind of suicide pact

[/ QUOTE ]

ok

[Steven_Q_Erkel]

step aside boys

[Oxy]

hand 34k plz?