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I am freaking out
Tomorrow I take my last final exam and will be totally done with college. I want to vomit. For the past year I've wanted nothing more than to be done with my piece of [censored] school and all the assholes who attend it. Now I have one more day and I'm completely overcome with nervousness and paranoia.
I spent the train ride home from class tonight conviced I was going to get shot on the way home because there was no way in hell I would actually be finished with school, it just doesn't seem right. I hate my college, yet now I don't want to leave. Why the [censored] is life so effed up????? |
#2
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Re: I am freaking out
You're going to be fine. In an hour, in 12 hours, a day, a week, a year, a decade, you'll be fine.
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#3
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Re: I am freaking out
Enjoy the fact that you get to boozapalooza after you are done with your test.
Congrats! |
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Re: I am freaking out
"You're going to be fine. In an hour, in 12 hours, a day, a week, a year, a decade, you'll be fine."
so it might take a decade for me to chill out? |
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Re: I am freaking out
When you finish your exam, check this out. My girlfriend's mom just bought it for me. It looks cheesy, but I am having a hard time transitioning post-undergrad as well and it has helped me quite a bit.
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Re: I am freaking out
so it might take a decade for me to chill out?
No, you're fine now, and you'll be fine at all of those times as well. You might be happier if you just accepted that you can love a place and hate it at the same time, but you're fine. |
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Re: I am freaking out
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Enjoy the fact that you get to boozapalooza after you are done with your test. Congrats! [/ QUOTE ] No boozapalooza. This is an intersession course, there are only like a couple of hundred people in school for the intersession. No one in the class I know or care to get to know. I do have some studying to do tonight. I don't know if I can concentrate enought to do it. Alas, I shouldn't have wasted my adderall at a party last week. |
#8
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Re: I am freaking out
Pretty common reaction to a big change. Don't sweat it. Its natural and [censored].
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Re: I am freaking out
School sux dude. Get the [censored] outta there. Have a glass of scotch, do a google search for Scarlett Johanson, have a wank or three, and go to sleep. You'll be fine.
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Re: I am freaking out
Just make sure you're well fed before your exam.
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