100% skill, zero responsibility.

[buddha01]

Hello

Every month since Jan of this year I have done this.

Work all month, get paid, log in and play poker. Double or triple my money then around 7am, 8am blow it all, Plus then empty the rest of my bank account into my poker account untill I have around £30 to last the me month, (half a days wage).

I am a monster on the table I am very agressive, I semi bluff a lot, if the tables are hard I move on, if they are soft I kill it.

Today is Monday, I took last thursday and friday off so I could get online on my perfered times of 1am (Gmt) and take the other plays who seem to be on at this time to the cleaners. And so it happend I went in with £275 UK and was up to $1200 with in a few hours.

When I am in the zen you can beat me then some thing happpens...

1- Some body starts talking to me in the flesh.
2- A the same time some body starts asking, are you up are you up, I get a monster hand, which always just as they are asking are you up I call with and get killed, holding an ace with two aces on the flop other person has the FH.

3-It gets to the early part of the morning all the fish are gone and Ive managed to lose loads but still be up at least double my money then I play a hand like this (with said person with no thoughts in there own head bouncing around me)

Jack ace.

Large rase pot
Flop- 3-King-jack, large rasie, I call then the guy goes all in, of course they guy has king jack.

I dont get it, I am skilled I own the tables, but Im missing some thing, common sense or the knownledge of when to stop, I did not play my best poker for night to call a all in 1000 pot with a jack and a ace kicker, Also I dont know if this is me but other people put me off my game, I wish I had internet access at home so I could lock the fing door and get to business..

This is like the seventh month, Ive missed three repayments on my loan, Im overdrawn 750uk, credit card 500.

I must have earned and blown more than I can think of.

These are the god darn rules I am going to use if I ever play again.

1- If some guy starts asking hay bud whos it going, Im going to turn the find screen off and walk away, it does not matter what hand you have when some body starts talking to you or getting busy you have lost I dont care if you have quads its the way the god darn universe works... zen can only work with you man

2-Play the times you know the tables are soft, Ive found thursday and friday 1am GMT onwards till 6am, when people start fing rerasiing and your semi blufss are getting rasied get out of there your just trying to empty the god darn see with a tea spoon.

3- Play your best god darn game all the time dont start getting easy and softing up this is warfare and serious Im broke for another god darn month im pissed off eating tune and sweet corn sandwitchs.



Jesus i really needed to post that here im single and I blow out once a month, I think if you play poker when your metally spirtually and physical repressed and depressed its bad news, I would not stop playing poker unless I went up to 10k with 250uk and even then Id still want more.


I need a life and I definality need to stop playing poker, such a god darn waste cus I am so good.

Nig

[tubasteve]

poty

[jfish]

haha wtf.

[Mahatma]

But the worst enemy you can encounter will always be you, yourself; you lie in wait for yourself in caves and woods.

[psyduck]

I agree [img]/images/graemlins/confused.gif[/img]

[cambraceres]

There are some licensed menatl health specialists in the psychology forum. I'm not trying to be a dick, but you got issues bro, not that I don't, but you know just trying to be helpful.

I sincerely wish you well

Cam

[JoaoPinto]

Get a girlfriend. Or at least take up drinking.

[TylerD]

Tuna and sweetcorn sandwiches are the nuts! Congrats!