Help! My Struggle with Religion.

[Mendacious]

I don't conceptualize "heaven and hell" in the same way you do.

First and foremost, I don't accept the concept that it is God's "judgment" that decides our fate.

Heaven/enlightenment/nirvana is the state where we are at total peace with OURSELVES. Religeon/God is only a pathway to that state.

Conversely, hell is a state of unrest/judgment of ourselves.

"Salvation" is about the capacity to accept forgiveness of ourselves.

Eternity is beyond comprehension and meaningless.