BBV help

[uuser]

Ok long story short.

I was the guy who posted here in march a brag "I took a shot". I made $10k in 10k hands. After that I grinded out a bit more but withdrawed almost everything to "live a life I had not lived before" (As in having money to do what I wanted, I've always been irl-broke more or less). So I left about $400 in poker account for taking one more shot. Of course I went busto soon but that didn't matter because I had money irl.

In about one and a half month I went irl-busto again because I really wanted to spend money like [censored]. And I'm happy I did it. It was fun.

After that I realized I need money again. So I started to grind out nl25 with bankroll like $100 (I do work a little among studying in university). I did fine again. Actually I did very fine. Yesterday my graph looked like this:



I've always been a "smart shot taker" so I have always limits what I can lose and after that... well... I don't know what to do, maybe go back to lower limits.

So today I reached my limit:




I post this because I need to give this away from my chest so you, BBV, could possibly tell me some reasons why I shouldn't lose all that money continuing play nl[censored]1k which is not for me obviously. I played one short session in nl400 and it felt like [censored] and I think I quit poker.

[The B]

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"live a life I had not lived before"

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let's hear more about this

[baker2g]

because you do well at the lower limits? why feel like [censored]? youve still accomplished something pretty great here..stick to grinding it out for a bit more, take a shot when you are feeling good about your game, if you loose go back to the drawing board and rebuild? rinse repeat until you start winning at 5/10

[ipokeder]

wtf

[AE6]

do you play a lot of HU, or what? your stats are whacked out

[uuser]

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do you play a lot of HU, or what? your stats are whacked out

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Most of it is 3-5 handed but especially in NL1k it's HU over half of it.