How To get myself back in the game??

[kaah]

The key here is to really I mean REALLY seperate urself from how you precive time. June July December it dosent matter what you goals are they are in the long run and thats how you must think. I know how you feel I use to be the same now I dont care about how my day is looking i just see my poker carrier as one mega long session. And if u are like I was and it sounds like it, then you are playing scared. So get on the program and seperate the ideals you have for the concept of time caus they are nothing but an illusion.

and btw 19buyins at 24days@45Khands 12tabbing is really not an optimal winrate, whats your $/hour?