Big Choices and Im Bewildered

[JP OSU]

OP this is ridiculous, This post is me almost exactly... I mean w/ a bit less poker success but that's it... It's so sick I mean, if you showed this exact post to my friends/family just changing school names they would swear that I wrote it... even the lawyer part...

I don't have any answers for you, b/c I still haven't figured it out, But me being able to make 6 figs a year from poker has sorta helped me put off any decisions about my future even though it really bothers me... People are going to say just work harder or just get off your ass and do it and I just can't, I don't know what it is, perhaps immaturity, but i dunno... If you ever figure this out let me know...