Ask a Catholic?

[IcarusJam]

I was upbrought catholic yeah, but a lot of it was on my own, my parents went to a church about half hour away, and we had a church across the street. I just walked, plus the mass was at 5PM so i didn't have to wake up early. I kinda discovered God there, being along and away from everything, and letting myself discover Christ.

My brother is agnostic/athiest and I talk to him about theoretically if God doesn't exist and we have good discussions, I just have to have faith.

I wake up every day and say, is this it? Is this what the world is all about? All i can do is live my life, have faith, and learn. I have faith in Christ, because I know he exists.

I constantly battle with my faith, but it's so intrapersonal it's really almost indescribable.