Am I just too old for HL2 Deathmatch?

[krimson]

You can't really join any multiplayer game that's been around for more then a few months and expect to do awesome right off the bat. Even if you're generally a pretty good FPS player you're probably going to get your ass handed to you for the first few weeks.

If you get frustrated easily with being at the bottom of the kill charts... don't install counter strike!