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03-20-2007, 10:34 AM
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I need to vent
Biggest downswing/sideswing of my career.
Its thinking about movin' into the 300 BB neighborhood. Its already moved into and out of the 50K hand sideways neighborhood thank you very much. I play 2500-3000 hands a day and the pain I am living through right now I would not wish upon my worst enemy (ok, well one of 'em yes, but none of the others). I am getting migraines, short-tempered and quite frankly desperate in a way that you don't want to know about. And you know what? You know ******-******' what? I love it. Every single beat. And here is why: A long while ago I told myself that I wanted to have 400 BBs on top of the worst sh**-vortex I could imagine. And I stuck to it denying myself the instant gratification that moving up too soon would have granted me. Every single second in this life-sucking, logic-defying, variance-ridden-m*****-******* rollercoaster of a downswing is a celebration of mind over matter. A celebration of patience. A celebration of growth. Every single day I look at my worst 100 hands, read 50 pages of TOP or AHE and think until my head is about to explode. And ********* every day I will do more until I ******-******* die. Is this is the best that fortune can throw at me? gfy. I'll see you in hell you lame coward of a slimy bastard. You oughtta be ashamed. Throwin' this sh** at me. Whatdya think? I'm gonna roll over? Now get to your room without dinner, young man, before I become really pissed. 
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03-20-2007, 10:42 AM
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Re: I need to vent
what limits ya playin?site?
NL or lhe.
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#8
03-20-2007, 10:55 AM
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Re: I need to vent
What steak?
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