i m feeling sick before playing...

[donkeykong2]

i dont know if it is psychosomatic, i think it partially is. once i have started playing for a few minutes i feel better. nervousity goes down and adrenaline has gone up probably and after a while i think i am in a fine condition to play. that said i m lazy and i dont like playing, i m just playing for the money, i dont average that much per hour but probably more than elsewhere at least from now on. i also think winning or losing money still bothers me too much. how can i get the proper mindset to play? i think optimally i should play longer sessions for like 5 hours but that isnt possible now.