Becoming so disillusioned

[Freyjan]

I run so well. I only play small stakes, so this will not be big to most on these forums I would assume, but it still sucks to run horribly. Earlier on I had pocket aces, raised to 5xBB, and bet every street on something like a 348r board. Get called down the entire way by a 7Ts who backdoors a runner-runner flush.

Same guy cracks another of my pocket aces 2 hands later when I get him all-in PF with his J7s and he flops the straight.

This hand comes about 10 minutes later. I'm usually a mellow person but I actually struck a wall in anger at this one. I seriously run like this a lot [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img]


Full Tilt Poker
No Limit Holdem Tournament
Blinds: t40/t80
7 players
Converter

Stack sizes:
UTG: t2020
UTG+1: t1880
MP1: t1710
Hero: t385
Button: t2870
SB: t3315
BB: t1320

Pre-flop: (7 players) Hero is CO with 7[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] 8[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img]
UTG calls t80 <font color="aaaaaa">(pot was t120)</font>, 2 folds, Hero calls t80 <font color="aaaaaa">(pot was t200)</font>, Button folds, SB calls t40 <font color="aaaaaa">(pot was t280)</font>, BB checks.

Flop: 9[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] 8[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] T[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] (t320, 4 players)
SB checks, BB checks, UTG checks, <font color="#cc0000">Hero is all-in t305</font>, 2 folds, UTG calls t305 <font color="aaaaaa">(pot was t625)</font>.

Turn: J[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] (t930, 1 player + 1 all-in - Main pot: t930)


River: K[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] (t930, 1 player + 1 all-in - Main pot: t930)


Results:
Final pot: t930
<font color="#ffffff">UTG showed Qd Tc</font>
<font color="#ffffff">Hero showed 7d 8d</font>


Ugh.