I need some help, BBV4L, over 100K gone

DING-DONG YO · #1 05-27-2007, 10:16 PM

I'm busto. so so busto. In the last year, I have done the following:

- lost over 100K online.
- maxed out 6 credit cards
- started coke

Every paycheck goes to paying off credit cards and I live off the small amount of available credit I have. The wife knows nothing of this and I feel terrible about it with baby DDY and all.

It all started with this hand:

Player 5: Small Blind ($15)
Player 7: Big Blind ($30)
** Dealing Down Cards **
Dealt to DOOMSWITCH: [Jh, Js]
DOOMSWITCH: Raise ($60)
Player 5: Fold
Player 7: Raise ($60)
DOOMSWITCH: Raise ($60)
Player 7: Call ($30)
** Dealing Flop **
Community cards: [3h, Jc, 7h]
Player 7: Check ($0)
DOOMSWITCH: Bet ($30)
Player 7: Call ($30)
** Dealing Turn **
Community cards: [Td]
Player 7: Check ($0)
DOOMSWITCH: Bet ($60)
Player 7: Raise ($120)
DOOMSWITCH: Raise ($120)
Player 7: Raise ($120)
DOOMSWITCH: Call ($60)
** Dealing River **
Community cards: [Th]
Player 7: Bet ($60)
DOOMSWITCH: Raise ($120)
Player 7: Raise ($120)
DOOMSWITCH: Raise ($120)
Player 7: Call ($60)
** End Round **
** Evaluate **
DOOMSWITCH: Show Cards ($0)
Player 7: Show Cards ($0)
** Showdown **
Main pot $1274, Rake $1
Summary Player 7: bet $630, won $1274, net $644, HoleCards [Tc, Ts], HiHand [four of a kind, tens] [Ts, Th, Td, Tc, Jc], won $1274 from main pot
Summary DOOMSWITCH: bet $630, won $0, net $-630, HoleCards [Jh, Js]

After this I went on monkey tilt and I haven't been able to control myself.

I have no idea what to do here. I have never felt so low.

I can't figure out how to re-size the graph, so here it is

Death spiral graph