Just blew my 12k roll drunkenly playing 10/20NL

[jjlied]

Long time reader, first time poster. Long story short, my girl ditched me, I am living in my parents basement, my dad just moved out and blamed my bipolar disorder for breaking up our family, I know how much this sounds like a gimmick account, I wish it was, but it isnt. I don't know how to get back into poker...I'm not some donk, check the db jjlied on bodog...heres my last from my girl...

SlutBagHo (1:18:39 AM): it doesnt matter ur just ignorant and naive to think that thats any kind of living even if u are good its foolish and u have a gambling problem and obviously you got what was coming to u