If you are feeling bad about yourself, read this

[OtisBlue415]

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i don't know what you expect people here to say to you other then stop slacking and get your [censored] done

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Don't want to sound too harsh, but you're number one motivation should be not to feel like a [censored] loser and man up when it comes to your responsibilities. Not having a passion is one thing but you have to get over it. Search hard for what you want to do but in the meantime, just do what you have to do.