beat: depressed. my life as i know it is over.

[john kane]

old life for last 5 years:

go out and have fun, get shitfaced whenever, never have to do anything i haven't wanted to do (bar exams twice a year for a few weeks), played poker whenever i've wanted making $200/hr or so on average this year, wear whatever i want, play playstation or golf whenever i felt like it. watch tv whenever. lifes been great

new life:

wake up at 7.15am. get washed. have breakfast. go get train to go to stupid accountancy job. spend half my time having to learn boring [censored]. other half spent at the office photocopying or at clients having to lick their buttholes. do that 40 hours a week at least. then have exams every few months. got to wear suit. i get paid $20/hr. no freedom. this sucks. this [censored] sucks.

i am close to renting some place in some small town in spain or something and going to live their for the next 6 months. play online. swim every day in the pool. watch dvds. chill out. damn [censored] stupid pressue that i should get a [censored] well paid career counting pencils all day as an accountant.

my 5 year holiday is over. this sucks.

cliff notes: 5 years doing bugger all. now getting job. this sucks.