Kill Me

[benza13]

In the last month I have had exactly 4 days that I made money out of over 20 played. During this period I have also had my 2 largest losing days ever in over 3 years of playing. The month prior was my best month ever and I have now given back >1/3 of my winnings. I have moved down and the losing continues. I mostly play donkaments, lately I have played sngs, cash - both unlimited and poo fling, I have played O8. I have previously won at all of these, except in the last month. I just took most of the last week off, came back totally recharged tonight and 4 hands into my first tournament I lost AA to JJ aipf. I am such a giant tiltbox right now, and I know that isn't helping. Breaks haven't helped. I'd love to take an extended one, but I have a trip to Vegas planned for July 1 and at this point need to rebuild to even make the trip worth it. I am getting ready to get some puppies to keep next to my desk so that I can snap their necks to relieve tilt. I hate paragraphs.