beat: depressed. my life as i know it is over.

[john kane]

i am starting this job on monday but i know what it entails, my brother did it for 3 years and hated it. anyone i know who is doing it hates it. but for 3 years of doing a terrible job you spend the rest of your life earning $100k+. but then part of me thinks [censored] this [censored], i don't want to spend my life as an adult, wasting my 20s away. i have no plans to ever have kids or get married (-ev), in fact suicide in early 30s is very likely (if i dont die by then due to health), so till then i might as well enjoy myself rather than do stupid job.

problem is i want to be rich. doing this job if i work hard = rich down the road. but i don't want to take the road of boredom.

i think after my first week ill likely ask if i can defer for a year, but my feeling is that my ill slowly tolerate it, a good day in the life of john kane will then be one where i didnt have to do 2 hours of overtime.


also i feel wtf was the point in me grinding some money (about $170k now got saved up) if still means im living at home, im still end out doing same [censored] job.

[censored] it, im going to go send email to a friend who hopefully is coming over to london in december and getting a job and ill go live with him - he is hopefully getting rent free some balla pad on oxford street in london - that would be a lot better.

ty for replies and gl

[RunyonAve]

stop whining over losing 2.5 buyins

[RunyonAve]

just kidding

[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] jk

[wdogg40]

boo [censored] hoo.

Why is is that nobody wants to work anymore and they just want to get rich because they think they deserve it. There's about 100 million people who would love to have your depressed worthless life.

Whiny bitch!

[Teh1337zor]

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stop whining over losing 2.5 buyins

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lmfao

[Dominic]

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boo [censored] hoo.

Why is is that nobody wants to work anymore and they just want to get rich because they think they deserve it. There's about 100 million people who would love to have your depressed worthless life.

Whiny bitch!

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this reminds me of my Dad always saying to me, "you're problem is you don't want to work!"

well...duh.

[Georgia Avenue]

[Dr. Spaceman]

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You can tell the tiger doesn't really like him because his groin is sticking out far away from the dude.

[Teh1337zor]

[HeroInBlack]

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I was expecting the caption to be something like "WTF IS YOUR PENIS DOING ON MY BACK?"