Beat: I suck at life

LostConfused · #1 09-04-2007, 12:30 AM

Now when you guys opened up this thread, you were probably expecting some awesome story, but your not getting one. In fact, ive never had one. I have gone through my entire life with like 4 or 5 things that continue to get me.

1) Im overweight. Except recently, its turned into mad stretch marks. Im 6 foot 3 240 pounds, but my entire abdomen has mad stretch marks, and im starting to get them on my arms as well. Not to mention i go to a beach school.

2) Coming into college, i am still a virgin at 18 years of age. I have had a few relationships in the past, but I always mess it up anyway. Its not that im bad around girls, i would say i have decent game. Problem is i just always end up with the crazy bitches and [censored] never really gets going, and this repeatedly happens to me over and over again, im starting to give up on teh game.

3) I am a smart kid, or at least so i would like to think. I had roughly a 4.0 gpa (weighted) in hs, and a 1300 on the old SAT. However, i only applied to 3 schools (USC, UNC Chapel Hill, and UNCW as a backup) Low and behold, here i am at UNCW, a school full of [censored] retards. Im majoring in poli sci and then going to try to do law school, but wtf university am i going to be able to get in coming out of this type of school?

4) I really dont have many friends, and my only real freind i have is from hs, who now goes to the same college as me. And now we do exactly what we did in hs, just hang out and never do anything.

5) I really have never been good at anything in my life, and i feel like its worthless. This is suppsoed to be the best time of my life and i feel like ive [censored] it up. I feel like tehre is so much [censored] that i should of done, but never did it.

So now im broke in real life, bad at poker (still grinding my roll @ 25$ NL, like i have been forever), and have nothign to look forward to.

So, with the anticipation of potentially getting nailed to the cross for this point, BBV4Life, what it do?