have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?

[RiverHebrew2]

know the feeling-just realize poker is all about managing variance- if u win 29/30 sessions in one month, that's [censored] sick. Esp to win 700k. Still think about it like this- u won $200k in 35 days. That's more than 2x what a higher middle class adult makes in a year at a 9-5 grind job...so yea. I mean, sux to lose $500k, but easy come easy go unfortunately. Have better roll management, and get into more of a work mindset when playing poker. Try to do other stuff as part of ur routine, and don't make ur life revolve around poker, but poker revolve around your other interests. I definitely believe in that philosophy if ur a pro... gl man, glad you're feelin better.