lost 8K my story help and advice

[soulshot]

First of all besides quit poker I got that part down.

Here is my story...





I had $100 bucks I built it to 1k and got scammed.
Turned 30 bucks into $300..

turned my $300 somehow into 8K.


Here at 8K I was on top of the world. I planned on cashing out 3k and paying for my med bills and having a solid 4k roll. I could play 100nl with 40 BI and cashout my rakeback every month.

I ran sick bad and lost like 1k in 30 minutes. I decided to go crazy and lost all my money.
I begged a friend of mine to lend me 3500 and tried to get that quickly to 10k to get that feeling of being on top of the world like before. Id pay him his money and everything would be fine.
Well I lost that also...

I kind of want to kill myself right now, but I dont know..

Im sitting here feeling extremely depressed and swimming in my tears. I owe my friend 3500 dollars and I have a 7 dollar an hour job working at a retail store...

wtf am I supposed to do I mean christ honestly..

I seem to have 3 choices but each 1 has a problem


1. try to steal parents cc or borrow 3k again and try to get it up to 6k and clear my debts. problem is what if I lose that 3k?

2. seriously kill myself. Id feel to bad knowing how sad my mom would be.

3. Try to pay my friend back $100 dollars a month... thats going to take more then 2 years...


oh and 1 more choice but prob. wont happen

4. tell my friend the truth and hope to god he says [censored] it and to forget it about, then I quit poker for good and try to put this time behind me WAY behind me (online friend ive known for 4 years) plays nl400 with 44k roll...





Please I'm looking for help and advice. What should I do? how should I do it? Why did this happen? Whats next?

[Oliver Nipples]

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[soulshot]

I kind of want to tell my mom.. but what can she say or do except look at me all dissapointed

[Bobo Fett]

Let me start by saying I have a very hard time believing any of your story. It changes every week, and you are always starting these crappy melodramatic threads. Either you are an extremely lame troll that needs to be banned, or you are extremely stupid and emotionally disturbed.

If it's the former, go away please. SERIOUSISISILY.

If it's the latter (HIGHLY unlikely), seek help immediately. And obviously the only correct choice is number 3. Now stop posting here and get some help.

Of course, there's a VERY good chance that it's both.

[ZeuFreak]

CMON 3.5K is not much money today. Dont kill yourself for this. How old are you?

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[soulshot]

no it is the truth.. I had 300 2 days ago nobody would transfer it to stars so I shortstacked nl600 then kept doing that and I had sat at nl5k table with I think 3.2k or something and got it up to an even 8k and stopped...

Im only 19 years old.. and 3.6 ks is a lot of money it is soooo much money and I dont know how to pay him back I have to pay 200 a month for insurance, 100 for gas, and a lil to help my mom out... that barely leaves me any money I work 25 hours a week.. and Im trying to go to school and pay for that

[ChoicestHops]

Why dont you get a better job than a [censored] $7/hr wage? I have never understood why someone works at a job like that and will not try to be a server or something and make a solid $20/hr.

[soulshot]

Its my job.. I go to school also.. can somebody please with experience in this or high understanding of how pathetic I'm please provide some advice and guide me please

[AmonRaa]

Steal cc and go to NL5k table. Double up and repay your friend.