I lost 78% of the SNGs I played today.

[crystalallen]

And I only won 2. Usually I'm ITM about 40% of the time. Today it was 22%. I've never lost so many times in one day. It's not even the money, I cleared part of my bonus so I ended up down only 15$ from my deposit. (I'm small time.) It's the losing, losing, losing.. 7 times in a row for one stretch.

It started with horrible beats and suckouts, then I played bad. I know I lost a few of them from playing bad. And I can't just walk away. I have to play until I win, or at least make it to second. (6 seat sngs)

I finally started playing at FT where I show up on sharkscope now and I'm obsessed with my little graph. It looks very, very bad. I feel physically ill. Normal? Nuts?