serious post: My really good friends brother just commited suicide

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Part of my struggles with the fact that she is like the sweetest nicest girl I know and all of a sudden this happens. The other part of me is angry because I don't understand suicide at all, I mean my biggest fear is death, I just have never understood why someone would do it to themselves. [censored]

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google some stuff about suicide, I had to research some data for a paper once, found a lot of disturbing message boards/web sites by people who use the internet as their only means of expression/communicating their feelings.

at least for me, I sympathize with them, because its tough to really understand what they are going through internally.