Im starting to feel evil

[Xylem]

I used to be an extremely moral and sensitive child but through years of life ive started developing an objective viewpoint on the world.

I still care about people i see suffering but words like moral to me now just seem ridiculous.

An above thread spoke of moral choices and i feel im unable to make moral choices anymore.

Do i pick a choice that involves me helping others to my own detriment? No y shud i. tbh i dont care about starving africans etc enough.

My point is im starting to see life through very objective calculating eyes and im thinking the line between me and evil is getting closer.