Beat: My Life

[benza13]

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To those that posted the "he's looking for attention" type posts:

What the [censored] is wrong with you? It takes a real bleeding pussy to post something like that where a hurting person can read it. Even if it were true, what type of postivity can the person take from it? If they ARE looking for attention, likely a barrage of more of the same type of behavior will follow, since they were unsuccessful in their attempt to garner attention. If they AREN'T looking for attention, you have a corpse, and a very sad story. Don't be idiots next time. Kthxbai.

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QFT lurker have you ever been walking down the street and seen like a beer can rolling along the sidewalk and you cant hear anything besides the sound of it clanking along because its night and then your like maybe there are animals in the woods and so you taKE THE TRAIL INTO THE WOODS AND YOU ARE LIKE WTF AM IN THE WOODS LOOKING FOR ANIMALS and then you just lie down and your like im bored so im going to go to a store but all the stores are closed because society is anti insomniac and then your like i could go to a club but i dont want to go because going clubbing makes me depressed/is awkward and so your like i guess iw ll have to go to wal mart and your like wow i hate walmart i guess ill go to the bathroom and then you end up buying food there and when you leave your like hahahahahah i hate that place its time to go steal a pony from walmart because walamrt keeps ponies in the back and then you choose the biege one because no one likes THE BIEGE ONE BECUASE IT LOOKS LIKE COFFEEE and then you decide to ride to a girls house and she says "holy cow you have a biege unicorn" and you tell her its a pony not a unicorn and she say "sorry only my words get quotation marks because im pretty and your not so im right" and like whatever lets ride this unicorn thingy and then the moon is really huge and she decides that she hates you so your like i guess i will have to give you the blue pill kthx enjoiy your journy back to teh matrix bye???????????????????????????

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Wow, Spaceman bryce and EricW in the same thread.

[Jeff_B]

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I know nothing about psychology but it just seems kind of strange to me with the facts he's given:

-19
-lives with parents
-stays up all night on the computer, sleeps all day
-has no job
-doesn't go to school
-complains that his life is directionless
-has made 5200 posts on a website in the last 8+ months

Any other 19 year olds care to compare their life with his?

I'd guess he has one of two choices: get a job or go to school and stop the attention whoring

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honestly that list pretty much was me a bit over a year ago. I did move out and started school a few months back, and life is a lot better, a lot more consistent. However had I made this post at the time, having you be an ass would not have helped me realize that I needed change. So once again, why in the hell would you try and push someone whos a few feet from the edge to the edge? In what way does this seem like a good strategy?

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eh i feel more or less the same way. 1 class left to graduation and no job or anything planned no idea what I want to do.
Honestly, im scared shitless of graduating.

Lurker, I wish you nothing but the best
life is hard for everyone but there is alot of joy in it.

[I_AM_EVIL]

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QFT lurker have you ever been walking down the street and seen like a beer can rolling along the sidewalk and you cant hear anything besides the sound of it clanking along because its night and then your like maybe there are animals in the woods and so you taKE THE TRAIL INTO THE WOODS AND YOU ARE LIKE WTF AM IN THE WOODS LOOKING FOR ANIMALS and then you just lie down and your like im bored so im going to go to a store but all the stores are closed because society is anti insomniac and then your like i could go to a club but i dont want to go because going clubbing makes me depressed/is awkward and so your like i guess iw ll have to go to wal mart and your like wow i hate walmart i guess ill go to the bathroom and then you end up buying food there and when you leave your like hahahahahah i hate that place its time to go steal a pony from walmart because walamrt keeps ponies in the back and then you choose the biege one because no one likes THE BIEGE ONE BECUASE IT LOOKS LIKE COFFEEE and then you decide to ride to a girls house and she says "holy cow you have a biege unicorn" and you tell her its a pony not a unicorn and she say "sorry only my words get quotation marks because im pretty and your not so im right" and like whatever lets ride this unicorn thingy and then the moon is really huge and she decides that she hates you so your like i guess i will have to give you the blue pill kthx enjoiy your journy back to teh matrix bye???????????????????????????

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Holy run on sentence Batman.

[diamonddawg]

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...don't do it.
You're one of my favorite posters BTW.

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Life is worth living! [img]/images/graemlins/smirk.gif[/img]

[chadmack]

just read this whole thread, glad u came to ur senses, keep it real man, don't let little [censored] get u down. [img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[holdme]

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i [censored] love lurker.

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I like him, but you know, love is a strong word.

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i like like him

[whoisthedrizzle]

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i [censored] love lurker.

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I like him, but you know, love is a strong word.

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i like like him

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As friend, right? No more passing notes in trig, Mr. Peterson is too much of a busy body.

[john voight]

im 21 have no job live w/ parents.
its 430am still awake.
dont like social
dont like much really.

im in the same boat there. I sit on the internet all night.
Have been going to college for 3+ years.

Still not upper devision standing (i am like w/ freshman)
SO yeah...

Still I think my life is arright. I mean sure things arent good, but hell, there is so much moret han I am doing. W/ the snap of my fingers I can travel across the world, and start a new one.

So thats why I keep living.
I think you should live too. I mean join a club or something. DO something out of the ordinary.

BTW if your in bay area, we should hang out. Glad your still living man.

And [censored] you to all you ppl who just kick him while he's down. You all prolly got lucky w/ your lives, so you don't know much I would assume.

[Genz]

I just saw this thread and I hope you will get the treatment you need, Lurker, and things will turn around for you. I think I have seen you posting in a few of the microbrew threads and you seemed to be a likeable guy.

Also a big thank you for the people who took initiative and called the police. That was 100% the right thing to do. And thank you Mat, for showing good judgement.

And a big [censored] YOU to all the haters (which coincidentally are newbies almost all the time) who think they have to come into such a thread and demand people to ignore the person who is obviously in need of help. And even if he is only going for my attention, he will get it if it helps him.

[StepBangin]

Can anyone give us an update?