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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
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in september i won 29 session out of 30. I made over 700K that month. [/ QUOTE ] sick. graphs/screen shots, etc. [ QUOTE ] At the begining of october i lost 500K in five days. [/ QUOTE ] ouch... [ QUOTE ] I lost again and some hours before i made it to my sofa I got a call from the site I play at. "its not your night? is it?" the man said. They recommended that i would call it a night and stop playing. Do you think i listened? [/ QUOTE ] lololololololololol, did that really happen? if so what site, that's so sweet [ QUOTE ] finally it was a new week... in the morning the girl that cleans my appartment came and said i looked like [censored]. "yeah i feel like [censored] also" i said. she made me shower and shave myself, then she took me for lunch. When we stepped out in the sunlight i was blinded. I hadnt seen daylight for a week. She took my arm and led me towards lunch. I heard all these people walking, talking, going on with their daily lives as i was walking... the sounds were a strange but welcomed noise and i finally got my eyes adjusted and saw all these poeple! amazing! [/ QUOTE ] she probably wants to pwn you...you should work on that (assuming she's hot)...then we'll need pics [ QUOTE ] Do you remember the first time you got your ass kicked in a fight? I was 16 and the guy was 20. He was looking for a fight... challenging me with words. I was drunk so i challenged him back. I had friends watching me. I took my jacket of and raised my fist. he stood in front of me with his hands to his sides. Then suddenly my eybrow exploded and i was lying on the ground with him standing over asking if i wanted more... [/ QUOTE ] LOL, i immediately thought of a 10k fight [ QUOTE ] another time when there was trouble at the club/disco people came and asked me for my help. I was so embarrassed from the first time that i came and fought their fight for them to restore my pride, even though i was afraid of getting my ass kicked. this time the guy broke my nose with three head-butts. [/ QUOTE ] LOL x 2 [ QUOTE ] anyway i got way off why i began writting in the first place... When you lose and lose and lose, have you ever been so deppressed that you wanna kill yourself? [/ QUOTE ] no, you might want some professional help with that... |
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
i actually read this whole thing because of the title...please don't do anything rash as losing happens to everyone...i hope u feel better after taking a step back to analyze everything...
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
OP, if this post is an exageration, it's not hugely funny. Just kinda warped.
But if you are serious (even a little bit) then you need to stop pissing around at a silly web forum and get some fuc*ing professional help. |
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
This is an interesting post. My initial thought was that you're joking, but having read & re-read the post I don't think you are.....
[ QUOTE ] OP, if this post is an exageration, it's not hugely funny. Just kinda warped. But if you are serious (even a little bit) then you need to stop pissing around at a silly web forum and get some fuc*ing professional help. [/ QUOTE ] I 100% agree with this guy! [img]/images/graemlins/wink.gif[/img] |
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
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OP, if this post is an exageration, it's not hugely funny. Just kinda warped. But if you are serious (even a little bit) then you need to stop pissing around at a silly web forum and get some fuc*ing professional help. [/ QUOTE ] Not a joke. I had some dark thought at the end of those five days, but as i said i never considered suicide. |
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
I would kill myself too if I only made 200k in a two month period.
The only cure for getting over a huge downswing is to get unstuck. You'll immediately not care about the downswing and probably go offer the maid some overtime work. Sometimes I will take 2 weeks off after getting burnt out and spend the time hanging out with family and friends that I don't get to see as much as I would like. Take a break and go get boxing lessons? |
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
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But if you are serious (even a little bit) then you need to stop pissing around at a silly web forum and get some fuc*ing professional help. [/ QUOTE ] sometimes when your in a bad mental state you just need someone to talk to so you don't feel alone, and sometimes something to laugh at. BBV is both |
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
One time I was sitting there like "hmm life sucks, and i want to know what happens next, so maybe i should kill myself"
i then sat there for like ten seconds nodding then said aloud "[censored] it, ima go get a sandwich." |
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
Do not play hungry! Maybe taking a break for a week or so is the best thing to do. Where in Sweden do you live?
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Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?
Except for the suicide thing this guy sounds really cool. Who is he?
Europe sounds so much better than the US. Who is this guy? Why would anyone ever put 700K at risk playing poker? Why not just pull it out? You made it! You won! how much more do you want from poker? Start living the good life and forget poker. You did it! You crushed the game and now have the money to live a really simple well-off life of travel, good food, vast experiences and what not. Go do it dude. 700K or whatever you have is much better than garlic bread, the simpsons, and no sunlight. |
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