£3k live tournament, wtf why do live players confuse me so :(

[TwistedEcho]

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God I would never get to the river this way. As played it is a fold, but bet fold is much better imo.

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I wouldn't either usually, i get bored live and suffer from FPS. River i obv didn't expect him to shove, and figured he bets most of the hands that call me anyway. So the plan was to check call until he shoved, then i cried