Difficult spot with QQ late in FTP 19k GTD (24+2)

[CybrPunk]

I'm sad to say that I did fold. At the time my thinking was that I can't possibly be ahead of the nit and I'd be better off pushing to steal blinds in the next orbit. In looking at it more today I'm realizing that I had a chance to nearly triple up there and greatly increase my chances of making a final table. I'm still pretty sure I was behind the nit, but that rare chance I wasn't could have been worth it to me I guess. As it was I went card dead for the next 10 minutes and finally was called pushing on the button with random trash and busted in 17th place. I couldn't help but think back to this hand and feel like I made a horrible mistake.