how much do I suck at poker? 50k hands of microstakes

[strongguy]

Hi,
I have played over 50k hands and I'm playing poker for 1 year.
I have payed 10 times in rake what I've gained from playing these hands.
here is my graph:

in BB:


I have also recorded a video of me playing:
video

and here are some stats:
pokertracker


all levels

NL25

pokerEV stats:
stars (NL50 and some 25 but not the stats above this)



everest poker EV (NL25)


All input is more than welcome!