I feel like I'm banging my head against a brick wall

[guitarizt]

These are my hands since Aug 1. I play a standard 18/13/4 game. I've watched a ton of 2+2 and cr videos of people playing cash, some multiple times. It's really embarrassing that I've spent so much time studying 25nl but my results still suck.

My question is, where should I go from here? Should I keep playing more hands? Maybe try playing without pahud up? I feel like I'm better than a lot of people at the 25nl level but I seem to just not be able to figure it out. I want to get some advice before I just blindly play another 25k hands.