Girl glances at me a lot in class, and always tries to bump into me...

[Sweet James]

...when class is over and we're walking out.

I really have no idea about how to interact with women. I was placed on ritalin between grades 4 - 6. In hindsight I see that this experience, and the after affects(which lasted about 2 years), caused me to be an anxious, irritable, and antisocial middleschooler because I was forcibly hopped up on legal speed.

I missed out on crucial life expericiences, namely flirting with and kissing girls during the innocent middle school stages. So I was behind the game when 9th grade came around, and afraid to admit this or talk to anyone about it so I just got further and further behind. Soon gave up on girls and became asexual. However, I'm quite wretched an dlonely, even with all my poker money.

I've gotten into shape and have turned into a reasonably handsome 20 year old, but my anxiety is still holding me back. There are sixteen year olds that are bigger players than me and that kills me to think about. How can I overcome this? Do I need Xanax? Will I get addicted?