why i can;t stop tilting

Full Tilt Poker Game #3591660987: Table Flame (heads up) - $10/$20 - No Limit Hold'em - 15:47:26 ET - 2007/09/17
Seat 1: Grimstarr ($1,758.50)
Seat 2: BADNICKAAA ($868.85)
BADNICKAAA has 5 seconds left to act
BADNICKAAA posts the small blind of $10
Grimstarr posts the big blind of $20
The button is in seat #2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Grimstarr [Kd Th]
BADNICKAAA calls $10
Grimstarr raises to $60
BADNICKAAA calls $40
*** FLOP *** [Ts Ks Kh]
Grimstarr bets $85
BADNICKAAA calls $85
*** TURN *** [Ts Ks Kh] [Ad]
Grimstarr has 15 seconds left to act
Grimstarr bets $195
BADNICKAAA calls $195
*** RIVER *** [Ts Ks Kh Ad] [Ac]
Grimstarr bets $222
BADNICKAAA raises to $528.85, and is all in
Grimstarr calls $306.85
*** SHOW DOWN ***
BADNICKAAA shows [Ah 5c] a full house, Aces full of Kings
Grimstarr mucks
BADNICKAAA wins the pot ($1,737.20) with a full house, Aces full of Kings
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $1,737.70 | Rake $0.50
Board: [Ts Ks Kh Ad Ac]
Seat 1: Grimstarr (big blind) mucked [Kd Th] - a full house, Kings full of Aces
Seat 2: BADNICKAAA (small blind) showed [Ah 5c] and won ($1,737.20) with a full house, Aces full of Kings