I think variance has got me

[yellowdoyle]

Do I really suck? Was I ever any good?

These 2 combine to form my lifetime cash hands. Several months of playing. I just have school/job so I am a part timer.



Okay.

Then the rest.



So does this mean anything? Am I not good, or bad? Do I just go wherever the cards take me? Am I a player who merely fluctuates along with his short term luck? Or does this mean I just suck ass.

I have moved down twice within the 2nd graph's hands. And I still suck.

Maybe I need coaching. But now my roll is pretty slim so I probably cant afford to get decent coaching.

WTF. I guess I am stuck working 9-5 like the other masses making 30k a year and doing house work on weekends with my wife till I get prostate cancer.

Any comments at all, please please post them. ugh