Dramatics! Neverwin Stars Busto? Collateral Damage?

[BrandiRose]

This is so inane. Especially after such a long day. The problem is that ALL my days are long. I wake up with the most annoying alarm buzzing off at 7am. Then heat up whatever breakfast that was dropped off for me at the hotel the night before, drive one hour in congested LA traffic to work out with my personal trainer in West Hollywood, then do some errands and shopping (Today I stopped by Urth Cafe on Melrose for fresh ground coffee and teas, and shopped for lingerie and clothes at Bloomingdales in the Beverly Center), then drive another hour in traffic back to the Commerce. When I finally get there I take a long hot shower and put on something nice to wear, fix my hair, make up, etc.. Once I feel fresh and ready for the day, I have lunch. During lunch, I read the news on msnbc.com, check my email, and respond to any fan mail I've received. After that, I play poker from about 12pm to 11pm, then I either go out or order a movie on PPV (tonight I hit up Hollywood hotspot, AREA). I then wash, brush my teeth and floss, before I get into bed after which I then spend at least another hour reading (I am currently reading 3 books: F. Scott Fitzgerald's Tender Is the Night, The Witch of Portobello by Paulo Coelho, and 5 Factor Diet).

My point is this: I don't have the time for this crap!

Whenever I don't post, someone starts a "Where's Brandi?" thread and complains about how boring NVG is without me. Whenever I do post I'm continually attacked. If I tell a story about any trivial issue or question someone brings up, I am accused of being a liar or else playing a "victim" role. If I stand up for myself to someone who chronically berates and belittles me, I am called a bitch. I realize now that I can't win with you guys. Nothing I can do or say on here is ever right. It's been months since I've posted any drama or felt a need to reclaim justice on a public front. In fact, I've learned my lesson from the past. Nowadays I keep whatever issues arise to myself and my close circle of friends.

The only reason I even started posting again is because many of you seem so curious and infatuated with my life. Yet with how compacted my schedule already is I can no longer continue to donate the very little free time I have to such petty, worthless endevours. For those interested, my site will be up by the end of next month. You wanted to run me off and you did. I'm out of here.