1020 deep butchered hand...help

[Sasuke]

6 handed 1020 prima.

Villian is mezcalito.
Folded to me in CO - I open with red jacks. villian calls on buttn, he has 3700 I cover.

Flop 9hQcKh. I cc 140.
Turn Td, I cc 420.
River 6d.
I really really hate what I did now but I was multitabling and had big decisions elsewhere and it seemed like a good idea in the moment.

I bet 1/4 pot he pushes for 2700 more.

puke! - ?