My massive psychology post. My life seems to be at a fork.

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I read the whole post, not really sure what you're looking for? Seems like you've got it pretty figured out what you want/need to do, just apply yourself and quit smoking/get back in shape/get over the girl or find a way to live near each other.

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i think i needed to write this so that i could put all of the things that are going wrong together and analyze them. Writing it out was incredibly therapeutic and i have let some people read it so that they can better understand how i am feeling. now, as you said, comes the difficult part, application.