for the luv of god why is there black jack

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absolute gave me a free five dollars i ran that up to 45 and then won a donkament for 700 i now have 250 because i can not leave that black jack room, I find myself taking my poker profits and spending them in satans den and then I continue to repaeat the process am i alone in this i know its retarded what im saying but god dem its hard anyone else have any blackjack horror stories ps sorry for punc.