I 6 bet all in, and still get called, I want to die

[Chaostracize]

PokerStars Game #10532363868: Hold'em No Limit ($3/$6) - 2007/06/20 - 15:32:49 (ET)
Table 'Antilia IV' 6-max Seat #4 is the button
Seat 2: MrDima ($3499.35 in chips)
Seat 3: benjo34 ($440.20 in chips)
Seat 4: Chaostracize ($726 in chips)
Seat 5: BrynKenney ($1166.65 in chips)
Seat 6: acidca ($609 in chips)
BrynKenney: posts small blind $3
acidca: posts big blind $6
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Chaostracize [Qs Ah]
MrDima: folds
benjo34: folds
Chaostracize: raises $12 to $18
BrynKenney: raises $48 to $66
acidca: folds
Chaostracize: raises $109 to $175
BrynKenney: raises $158 to $333
Chaostracize: raises $393 to $726 and is all-in
BrynKenney: calls $393
*** FLOP *** [9d Jd 8h]
*** TURN *** [9d Jd 8h] [4c]
*** RIVER *** [9d Jd 8h 4c] [2d]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
BrynKenney: shows [9c 9s] (three of a kind, Nines)
Chaostracize: mucks hand
BrynKenney collected $1456 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $1458 | Rake $2
Board [9d Jd 8h 4c 2d]
Seat 2: MrDima folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 3: benjo34 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: Chaostracize (button) mucked [Qs Ah]
Seat 5: BrynKenney (small blind) showed [9c 9s] and won ($1456) with three of a kind, Nines
Seat 6: acidca (big blind) folded before Flop