Getting married in 10 days, but still dream of H.S. sweetheart.....

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I dated a girl all through high school, the first love, we all have had them - the one that got away, etc...

After H.S., her dad took a job overseas an international hotel chain manager (they were loaded) and she went with him. This was in 1999. She moved to The Netherlands (Amsterdam), we stayed in touch for quite a while and I booked a flight there in 2001 and stayed with her for 10 days. It was a great time and everyone should go to Europe once in their life. We wrote each other good bye letters in the Amsterdam airport and haven't talked since. I tried calling on various birthdays, but I just left a message. Finally I gave up and threw her number & address away. This was in late 2001. I took a night job at a restaurant and met a wonderful woman who I love dearly. She lights up my world and is the best friend/partner/companion that anyone could have. 5 years later, I'm 26 and will be marrying her in 10 days, however, I still dream of the one that got away. I haven't told my future wife of my dreams, but how do you make the dreams go away?

My H.S. sweetheart isn't on myspace, friendster, yahoo, classmates or anything. I did a google search for her a while ago and only found an article written in dutch about her bartending at some new richy rich place in Amsterdam. Don't get me wrong, I love my future wife and she is surely the one for me, just looking for advice how to stop the dreams.

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