I am the worst tilter on the face of the planet

[theprodigalson]

I would estimate that I have tilted away 50k dollars this year already. Im still a winning player, but nowhere near as much as i should be. Sometimes i 12 table and just open push everyhand in NL cash, since i am so angry. The only way i ever make any money, is cuz i cashout on nearly a daily basis, so i dont tilt away the money I have. I play alot of tourneys, and i find myself, that once i get bad beat, i bust in almost all the tourneys i am in. When your 20 tablign, that really hurts your EV. Then i might break my monitor, or punch a hole in my wall. Breaks dont help. Tried that. Do any of you guys have any familiarity with counseling, psychotherapy and could make any reccomendations? Like today i was chip leader with 40 left in the 11r, and called off 2/3rds my stack wtih a gutshot since i just got bad beat out of another tourney.

Any help would be awesome.
thanks