Tough Year.

[Go_Blue88]

i feel like you prolly understand the game well enough to realize your own mistakes.

i'll give the usual advice: take time off. that's always really helpful--then come back and view everything as a fresh start (for whatever reason, looking at things as a "fresh start" helps me). i feel like ppl wanting a fresh start is why they start dumb challenges like "NL50 to NL5000 Challenge! Is it possible???"

There's just something reassuring about having a fresh start.