I want to kill myself

[ddubois]

I failed to get away from sets when I was beat like 5 times the first few hours of my session. Slowplaying 66 on a 'safe' 652r board against a PFR, then getting stacked on a 3 turn (he had 44); getting all in on a monotone board; set under set twice, KK vs JT on AKQ board, etc. So I guess I'm on weak-tight tilt when this happens:

Full Tilt Poker
No Limit Hold'em Cash Game
$3/$6 Blinds
6 Players
Seat 1: Whose House ($552)
Seat 2: THE GENIUS 115 ($1,068.65)
Seat 3: Op_Dinner_Out ($1,021.50)
Seat 4: d4ncingfish ($968), is sitting out
Seat 5: ezyeeyore_ ($585)
Seat 6: FristSux ($1,446.35)
Lego Poker Hand Converter

<font color="black">Preflop:</font> J[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] J[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] ($9, 5 Players)
Whose House folds, THE GENIUS 115 raises to $18, Op_Dinner_Out folds, ezyeeyore_ calls $15, Hero calls $12

<font color="black">Flop:</font> T[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] 4[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] J[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] ($54, 3 Players)
ezyeeyore_ bets $40, Hero raises to $133, THE GENIUS 115 calls $133, ezyeeyore_ calls $93

<font color="black">Turn:</font> A[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] ($453, 3 Players)
ezyeeyore_ checks, Hero checks, THE GENIUS 115 bets $453, ezyeeyore_ calls all-in for $434

At this point, I am 100% completely convinced The GENIUS has AA or KQ. Or maybe ezy has KQ. But I'm almost getting odds to fill up.
... Hero calls $453

<font color="black">River:</font> 6[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] ($1793, 3 Players - 1 All-In)
Hero checks, THE GENIUS 115 bets all-in for $464.65, Hero curses the fact that the board never pairs and folds, getting 4.8 to 1
Uncalled bet of $464.65 returned to THE GENIUS 115

THE GENIUS 115 had T[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] T[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (three of a kind, Tens) and won (+$1186)
ezyeeyore_ had 4[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] 4[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] and lost (-$585)

What's so frustrating, besides my the fact that I am awful, is if anything happens differently in this hand, I triple up. If the turn is anything other than the ace, I get all in. If either one of my opponents had decided not to slow-play and had re-raised the flop, I get all-in. If I had lead turn strong (like I should have) instead of check-calling, then I'm priced in and forced to call when THE GENIUS shoves, and I win. Like, everything had to align perfectly, horribly wrong.

I really needed that 2100 too, my PT numbers are extremely red tonight. (I'm sure someone will say, "Not surprising, since you are awful.")