Feeling bad when sucking out?

[AmonRaa]

I look at my session, see a hand I sucked out and feel akward about it. Yeah I won it and I like the money but this is the pot I shouldnt have won. Later I see my graph or WR and say to myself: Well, here's the spike when i won KK vs AA. That graph seems unreal to me. It shouldnt look like that. Ofc when i get sucked out i just think variance, i should have won it but didnt. I dont imagine how much more money I should have, but when its vice versa i do think this is nondeserving money. Funny, huh?