Ok Poker.... you win

[JustZak]

I started rebuilding my BR at the beginning of January after taking months off following the demise of Party for US players. I was determined to work harder than I ever had to rebuild, and managed to get in 150k hands in January. The first 105k hands went very well, I was earning steadily and played within my br. I eventually built my way up until I was able to comfortably play 5/10 6m lhe. It started fine, and then all came crashing down on my head. after 65k hands of consistent abuse I feel deflated, defeated and utterly lost.