Stepping Over the Line - Wellness & Poker

[kyzerjose]

If there was one thing that I could change about my life as it relates to poker, it would be keeping the game in perspective.

By perspective, I mean; placing the things I know are essential to maintaining my health and sanity before the hours I sit at the table. I pretty much confine my play to B&Ms.

Most of my sessions go well over the 7 hour mark. +12 aren't unusual. Yet I almost never leave the table unless I need to relieve myself. I seldom if ever order food. My body tightens up. My mind wanders. Yet there I sit, hand after hand, absolutely fascinated by the game.

I think to myself, "My money is for the game." Or, "I can't leave the table, what if the bad beat is dealt while I'm away?".

In your experience, what drives a person to behave in such a fashion?

Take your shots or offer your advice, either reply would be appreciated.