First Loves

[thirddan]

dated mine for 5 years thru the end of hs and beginning/mid college [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img] ... we did the long distance thing for a while since i went to school in the bay and she was in la...called me one night and told me she wasn't in love with me anymore...i asked if there was someone else, she said no...a couple months later as i was starting to get over it i found out that she had been seeing some other guy...still think about her alot, pisses me off...for some reason i am totally convinced that if she had admitted it or admitted it now that i would be able to get over her in about two seconds...bleh...

ps. i also recently found out that she is still with that guy and has been for about a year and a half, not sure if that makes it better or worse...