I am worthless

[cjc2003]

Is this not the dumbest thing that's ever been done in poker history?

I should be shot. How does this happen? Good poker for 6hrs then I do this, 15th in chips out of 33 left at the time (I'm chrisowu5) What happened? How do I get over this?

Anyone in the Houston area please feel free to pay me a visit and kick my ass, I need it. That is all, thanks for letting me vent at myself.

***** Hand History for Game 4062546719 *****
NL Texas Hold'em Trny:22498405 Level:17 Blinds-Antes(8000/16000-400) - Saturday, April 22, 22:18:51 ET 2006
Table Million Dollar Guaranteed(634569) Table #4 (Real Money)
Seat 5 is the button
Total number of players : 9
Seat 1: cano29 ( $161012 )
Seat 2: Aristotle999 ( $116533 )
Seat 5: chrisowu5 ( $197712 )
Seat 6: Pokerfisen ( $130048 )
Seat 7: Kvelerslange ( $336520 )
Seat 8: genplyr0001 ( $107686 )
Seat 9: rebirth_ ( $160725 )
Seat 10: startover_ ( $284818 )
Seat 4: louhi ( $469957 )
Trny:22498405 Level:17
Blinds-Antes(8000/16000-400)
cano29 posts ante [400].
Aristotle999 posts ante [400].
louhi posts ante [400].
chrisowu5 posts ante [400].
Pokerfisen posts ante [400].
Kvelerslange posts ante [400].
genplyr0001 posts ante [400].
rebirth_ posts ante [400].
startover_ posts ante [400].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to chrisowu5 [ 6d Ad ]
genplyr0001 folds.
rebirth_ folds.
startover_ folds.
cano29 folds.
Aristotle999 folds.
louhi folds.
Your time bank will be activated in 5 secs. If you do not want it to be used, please act now.
chrisowu5 raises [55015].
Pokerfisen folds.
Kvelerslange is all-In [320120]
chrisowu5 is all-In [142297]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 3h, 9s, 7d ]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 4d ]
** Dealing River ** [ Ts ]
chrisowu5 shows [ 6d, Ad ] high card ace.
Kvelerslange shows [ 9h, 9c ] three of a kind, nines.
Kvelerslange wins 138808 chips from side pot #1 with three of a kind, nines.
Kvelerslange wins 406224 chips from the main pot with three of a kind, nines.
Player chrisowu5 finished in 33 place and received $4600