I can't take a break from poker

[Black winter day]

I am perfectly able not play for a few days at all, but i can't stop reading 2+2, pokerbooks and look over my own hands in PT.
I am running bad lately and decided to take break from playing.
But here i am, reading 2+2, some poker book and thinking about yesterday's hands.

What does it mean exactly?
That i am dedicated to poker, but in professional way or something?
Or just addicted (not that it's so bad,as i mentioned in topic near by and i am a winning player)?